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Thursday, June 30, 2011

Unknown

Today met Imran again. Accidentally.
As we have common friends, so we have lunch together.
I knew him during the 2nd day of my intern, and we have been working in the same office for 2 days.
He's funny.
And most of the time, I don't really understand what he said. Not good in English.
I knew him, know he is someone who always wanna makes jokes on people although he looks serious.
"Do you have boyfriend?"
Today he asked me the same question again.

Then I said YES and NO. But he just heard NO.
"Do you wanna become my girlfriend?''
Again, I know it's a joke that he will say sorry if I treat it as serious words.

Maybe I am not used with this kind of "words", so I felt weird and feeling much more better now.

He always says my spec looks funny, I look funny and I do not look like a 23 years old girl.
Just teasing around.
Is fun.
Better than now.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Intern Diary 1

2nd week
I was assigned to Company H. My senior taught me on casting and cross referencing. Besides that, he also taught me some useful shortcut keys for Microsoft Excel. On the second day, I assist on auditing in human resource department- payroll section. I was tasked to agree the date of offer letter, name and designation, name of authorized personnel and the date of joining or last working date with the information provided by the human resource department. The purpose is to ensure the existence of new joiners and the accuracy of the data input in the system by payroll department. On the third day and forth day, I was assigned to select samples for journal voucher and payment voucher. The size of sample depends on the PwC Audit Guide. Due to the frequency of the transactions, 45 samples have been selected for both vouchers. For journal voucher, accept-reject testing is also done to validate the completeness of the voucher. After selecting the samples, I was assigned to vouch and trace back to the documents provided by client.

My seniors, Sally, Andrew, Syarif and Kok Kean Teong. Kok is my UM senior. The most funny thing that I can recall is "mosquito in Klang", haha.


3rd week
On the third day, I have lunch with shook han and shee yan. Shee yan shared with us about the job and the professional exam. If I were going to do audit, then I think I will take ACCA paper. Graduate from university still isnt enough as I still have no qualification required.

Today is the fourth day, but still I have nothing to do, nth to do, and nothing to do. Almost every day listening to her job description, but still I have nothing to do, Initially, I still can bear the bore, but this is already the fourth day and I started to feel that I am as no value. My presence in the company does not add value, and therefore nothing I can contribute to the company. I experienced “culture shock” as most of my colleagues are English educated and I can’t even speak fluent English. There is gap between me and I, and between company and I. Perhaps small company is suitable for me. I should go back to small firm instead of big firm? Is still early to make judgment as this is just the third week I being here. Sometimes, I feel that someone did not put himself in others’ shoes, as when the words are pouring out, I am also those who are not giving any job, or giving some simple job. I know I am just envy, or more frankly speaking I am just jealous. If there is still nothing for me, I would like to declare that today is my emo day.

Monday, April 11, 2011

感觉来的时候

所有丑陋的
肮脏的
都会一起到来

所以我不能也无法让这些心情的污水公开

因为穿着黄色袜子
而有的不公平
而有的不平衡

Saturday, October 23, 2010

看开就好

I think I am gonna be crazy.
I wont deny that I am jealous or having some harsh feeling that make me... suffer mentally.
Hope I can really reach the below level

Everything, every single feeling will end one day.

錢多錢少,夠吃就好。人 醜人美,順眼就好。 人老人 少,健康就好。家窮家富,和氣就好。 老公晚 歸,有回就好。老婆嘮叨,顧家就好。 孩子從 小,就要教好。博士也好,賣菜也好, 長大以後,乖 乖就好。房屋大小,能住就好。 名不名牌,能 穿就好。兩輪四輪,能駕就好。 老闆不好,要忍就好。一切煩惱,能解就好。 堅持執著,放 下最好。人的一生,平安就好。 不是有錢,一 定會好。心好行好,命能改好。 誰是誰非,天 知就好。修福修慧,來世更好。 天地萬物,隨 緣就好。很多事情,看開就好

Friday, October 22, 2010

holiday blog

其实现在我觉得很对不起,很惭愧

每次跟妈咪说话语气都不好,而且用词都很强烈

每次这样的时候,都会想起依凭。她也是很讨厌我这样的态度还有自以为是的语气

我何尝不是呢?只是总是沉不住气

刚才看着窗的倒影的那个我。有一点觉得自己怎么还是老样子。

成长成熟完全没有痕迹,在我身上。

思眉都比我成熟了许多。

比起那个时候很爱哭的她。

就像家好月圆阿卡说的,我们姐妹不会永远像小孩时整天粘在一起了

最多只是在佳节的时候聚一聚,然后又继续在不同的角落过着各自的生活

以前我们总是在一起,就算吵架,就算欺负,都是在一起

现在一个在西方,三个在东方。连时间都不一样了

其实也没有什么。只是总是会情不自禁地想念。

那个时候的我们

然后就会忍不住遗憾惭愧我常常这样的不孝没礼貌

妈咪,对不起。我不知道几时才有勇气说出口。

我希望我们这一家永远都是完整的快乐的健康的安全的。

九月十四日 1.18am 你的下午 只有珍惜生命珍惜我所爱的才会领悟到生命的真谛

假期过完了,可是该做的还没做完。总是在最后才后悔自己做得不够。总是最后才发现自己做得太少了,也总是到了最后才想要补救因而得熬夜

足不出户。足以形容我的假期

各位,开学忧郁

a beginning blue is just prepared to show up

I am not wishing everyone to have a blue beginning, but just indicating that my blue beginning is just going to start. Hehe

The major weakness is being too confident of me sometimes, although it just occurring sometimes, but it can kill.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

My another site

http://yinling1111.wordpress.com/

Kindly view this site because I will use it quite often.

There is a place for sharing.
Sharing is caring, quoted from my coursemate.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

看不到的天空 很空 很空 快被掏空

你终于说你的耐心被磨光了
同一天,我孤立了所有人
我的妈妈 还有你
我仅有的 我都不知道还有些什么了
鱼说我的缺点总是在跟其他人的爱情比较
如果有落差 我就会怀疑 然后我就会想说其实我是不是应该离开
然后就这样 我们一而再地被伤害
我原本是有心想去解决的,可是时间久了 我就越龟缩了
我逃得远远的 远远 远远
鱼说 因为我们的基础不稳 再加上分隔两地 所以 很多问题产生
为什么 就不能敞开心怀 我不懂
真的不懂吗
我以为他会等我 很久很久 可是我忘记了 他也是个凡人
我不能忘记的 你走吧

是不是因为最近身边的朋友都变了na。

什么事情都做不好