Miss Home

I miss my family badly.

How bad is it.

Bad till tears scroll down my face.

I don't know whether being alone in room contributes to this or not.

But I ve to admit this is the second time this week.

That I can't control my tears.

Can't control my emotion.

I promise I will make use of the time not spending with you all, wisely and carefully.

Take care, mummy, ah peng and ah mei.

Lost

I think I has lost my memory stick.

Suddenly, my handphone got something wrong with it.

我落泪 情绪零碎

开关　坏了　再也无法开动我的青春该有的引擎
总是收起不一样的情绪
大概是一种负担
衰老了　衰退了　不是我理想中的状态
可是我　真的　无法　
像你们那样　
仿佛有什么把我锁得很静
应该就是心里的自己吧

绝对是

I am much more to myself, and I won't deny it.
Because this is a truth for me, and for others.