Goodbye
The way to get out from Paranoia is to be here.
To be here, to be right now, and to be away from the past or future.
The possibilities of being retrenched make everyone in state of uneasy. The atmosphere is tension and unease. At last, the main characters are saved from the first batch of retrenchment. But they are sad and get paranoia. The male characters force them to play baseball. Yang is forced to hit the ball produced from the ball machine. And she did it, she manage to catch the ball, which twisted the tension and sad atmosphere to happy and excited. Maybe you cannot understand what I am trying to convey here, because if I am you, I won’t too. Just to share with you the way to pull yourself out from Paranoia, is appreciate and LIVE the moment for NOW.
My sister is about to leave, going to United State. We went shopping to buy all the stuff she needed to bring to the university. Spent 700 in one day, breaks our shopping record. Manage to buy the luggage, with seventy percent discount, and is RED!!! I have to say shops during mega sales and promotions period is awesome! We ended our day with dinner at Coliseum, Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman with YC. We can see from the physical of the restaurant that it’s been established long time ago, which is 1921, if I not mistaken. The settings, the furniture, the apparatus as well as the staff there reflect the age of the restaurant. There’s a cinema with the same name which always being visited by my mum and my dad during their time. The waiter there is an old man who has difficulty to listen well. My advice is better don’t order ice-cream there because it’s very ordinary and just not worthy to try it. Do you heard of Irish coffee? Does this remind you about the book written by the Taiwan author, Cai Zhi Heng? We manage to taste it at there, which cost RM15.90 for a small glass. It’s unique because it does contain of alcohol as well. So when we taste the Irish coffee, we will first get the coffee taste before the alcohol. It’s quite nice for me but not for my sister as she gets red after the drink. Just want to takes this opportunity to thank you YC for treating us such a nice meal. My Friday ends!!!
Saturday. Always feel sleepy at home and do nothing. What I’ve done today is played badminton with my sister for one hour. But I was so easy to get tired, so we have to pause our game several times. 4 more days before my sis departs. 2 more days for us to spent time together and before we are apart, with 12 hours gap.
Sunday- I do not do a single thing. Watching my sister to pack up her luggage and we have our photo and video session. Today is the last night I with her, sitting at the same home, same area and same time. Last day from 3 years counting from 25th August 2010. We never being apart for so long. And I think if I follow her to the airport, I can’t control my tears as well. I know you are leaving for your future, and you will come back to us. Just reluctant and feel sad because cannot see you for two to three years. Anyway, all the best to you.
Again, can't control my tears.
